story so far... (Guy One)

Before I start, I’d like to apologise if any of this comes out whiney and sad. It’s the past so I’ve got considered opinions on it. Up to date posts should be a bit more sparky and interesting.

I had a girlfriend for six months. We broke up about a month ago. She decided that she wanted to be single. I can’t blame her for leaving, things were getting dull and we lived a fair distance apart. However, saying that she missed being able to “look at other guys without feeling guilty” amongst other things made me suspicious.

Meh, after about two weeks, I was realising that I like being single, it’s not as crappy as I’d thought. That’s starting to wear off.

For a couple of days, I thought I might be able to spark something off between me and a girl I knew from last year, but that was a let down; she’s hardly interested in talking to me let alone meeting up.

So, now, I move to what will most likely take up most of my ramblings: we’ll call her ‘Elle’.

Essentially, she is an ice queen. For the past 4 years we’ve been playing games. She flirts, I make a move, she overreacts (negatively) and we don’t talk for a while (4 month average). We’ve been pretty close in the past, I’d get invited in for tea, talk to her mum. I’ve even seen her room! (Believe me, it’s a big deal for her.)

So, now I find myself drawn to her again and this time I have the balls to actually work things properly.

There’s more to the history than this but that will come out as I remember it and when it’s appropriate.